Cavalier

Clutching through my heart
Overseeing every part
Spinning in an endless pinwheel
These eyes fiddling thy reveal

Hands of the clock keep striding
I slide beneath your eyes, unwinding
I try and wave to the heavens
But I guess, blindness conquered your seeing
Overlooking our neglected mayhem

Oh how I wish
How I truly wish
To walk back and hide
Hide from the avarice curse of time
Never move forward
Never withdraw my feet
My heart
My eyes
And my feelings

We used to smile with the littlest of things
Dressing up dolls then gritting their necks
We used to hate butterflies
As they gently step upon our noses
We used to catch those eerie dragonflies
Keeping them, giving them names
Letting them go
Like how parents release their children
We used to share everything
But now, I can't unfold a thing

You used to smile at me
Everytime our eyes met each other
But now?
You never even land a glimpse

Oh how time is so cruel
Never letting me unravel
The reason of this neglect
Oh thoroughly I'll respect

At the corner I seemingly sigh
Hoping the feverish day will come
And the light will finally show
The road where we'll be back
To those connected soul threads
That were genuinely cut
By the sharpest scissor of time

Forever I'll be cherishing those moments
Those innocent remarks that connected out threads
Those dolls who witnessed our laughter
And those dolls
Serving as the treasure box of our memories
In a world
That only the two of us know

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Okay, so this is a poem reposted from my tumblr.

Cavalier means showing a lack of concern, or neglect, something like that. And this is actually about best friends who got off of each other. It's like whenever you see each other on the hallway and genuinely ignore each other's presence, acting like you never met of some sort. Seems like forgetting those memories because you already found some new friends you deserve. Well, I just miss some of my elem friends I haven't contacted for quite a long period of time that's why I wrote this.

Nah, I'm not being dramatic or what, a short story from aff actually inspired me to write this.