The Cliché Fresh Start

I wish I had a Phineas and Ferb kind of summer.

Last time I checked, school was still months away, but I guess, time did its whimsical tricks again and damn, tomorrow's the start of new stuff. By stuff, I mean new classroom, new classmates, new environment, new lessons, new chairs, new administration, new faces, new organizations, new notebooks, new pens, new events, new... everything. And by the way my own self acts all nervous and shaky, I'm still not done with the process of moving on from high school, quite funny though, because I won't really give a 10 out of 10 if you ask me to rate my high school escapade. Tomorrow will mark the start of me being a college student. Can you believe it? I finally reached this point in my life without even noticing it. And it's making me edgy. I never knew where all those different ways of having college jitters actually came from. I already met some of my future blockmates and they're quite nice and luckily, a batchmate landed on the same block with me. I feel sort of shy since I'm not really the type of gal who reaches out first. And I'm wondering if I could be less awkward in person, cause I'm pretty much an open book when I talk online or on those mobile communication apps but I'm the total opposite once you meet me face to face. So yeah, tomorrow, I'll officially be titled as a college student. Nope, will never believe it until I realize that I should be over my childhood stuff (not actually, over over but you know, I should learn to let go of those different childhood antics). 

Talking about summer? Sighs, I really wish I had one of those Phineas and Ferb summer feels. All those chitter chatters while building different structures, enjoying with your friends and of course, the fact that it is never ending. But hell, my summer has been a total ball of the word boring. Yes, I went from province to province and did all those province-y stuff, but mostly, I became a couch potato at home, and that is definitely 0% healthy, so much for fantasizing a Phineas and Ferb style of summer.